Hmm. I don't have texting. It costs 25cents since I dont have it on my plan.. do you have messengers?

AIM - ohdammitx

Mhm. But anyway. I have to get ready for class. Time to go jam on the piano! I'll bbl tho! <3

well, anyway. im sorry if i said anything offensive at all. im a bit pompous. and, to be quite honest, when i know im in the right, i dont back down. and that is most times.

i really dont get on here like ever, but maybe you could text me some time? if not, thats fine. but the offer is there.
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I can see someone having insecurities, but he should have known better to trust me and all. I talk to him like.. once every 4 months, last time I talked to him he was telling me that he regrets all that bullshit and he misses me. I kinda put it in a nice way of " oh.. well... tough luck"

thats not even true. i mean if its for no reason, then i understand. but, for example, in my own case, i have a reason for having trust issues. i need the constant reassurance, attention, etc.
trust isnt that simple.

like i said...
sometimes, loving someone means making up for mistakes that arent yours.

I wouldn't necessarily say I've "given up." I just have other priorities.

There was one guy I thought that was the potential one, but then he was too insecure and shit when I went to college although he knows I'm a good girl and faithful. But his insecurity ruined it.. and then he told me that he was "just friends" with some girl, and... yeah.. I found out otherwise.

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i just cant see anything ever being a priority over a relationship. not my friends, not school, not my family, not anything. that is all i want and need. but ill probably die alone.

i cant say anything about his "just friends" situation. sounds like hes a jerk for that.
sometimes, insecurity is there and there is no way to prevent it. thanks to my past, i have huge trust issues, im very insecure. im needy, i need constant reassurance, and i get paranoid.

Yeah. But I've been with quite a few boyfriends, and it seems like I've always got fucked over. So now I'm not interested atm, but instead working on a career and job and all that.. and then afterwards, I'll think about it.

ive been fucked over probably worse than a lot of people. and i still havent "given up".
my problem is juse that no one ever likes me. seriously.
it sounds to me like you just havent found anyone worthwhile. and yes, i know how much that sounds like a line.
idk. having any of that, to me, is pointless without a relationship. i need a reason to get up in the morning and do those things. and i dont have one.

haha. I like how you put "1 of 2" and "2 of 2". Well tho, that is like me. This is why I haven't dated anyone in college, because there is no point when I am going to be graduating soon and then moving somewhere else to start my new life. Until I find my spot in this world where I will be living the rest of my life, then I'll look for that potential "one"

i know, i do strange things. sorry.
see i dont buy in to that at all. even as long as ive been single, my life revolves around that. and i will make my place -with- that person, and based on them as much as myself.
life doesnt seem worth living to me, unless i have an amazing relationship.

oh noes! You hate me now! Idk.. I don't think I'd call him an ex.. we "dated" for like Dec. 30th-a lil after valentine's day. I told him straight up " Yeah.. I like you.. but I can never see myself falling in love with you.. so.. lets be friends??"

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not at all. i just have my ways about me. some things, im changing, because i need to. others, i dont feel that i need to, and it would feel like a lie to change them. this is one of those things.
see, i would never be in that situation. i take "dating" pretty seriously. if i even like someone, then i acknowledge this is potentially a person i want to spend my life with. i know, crazy place to go right from the start, but i just dont see a point otherwise.

I try to still be friends with exs.. but if they give me a really valid reason to hate them.. I don't waste my time.

it is the truth. there is a reason i dont use this site anymore.

i dont. i think being friends with exs is wrong. plus, im not a hypocrite, and if i were dating a girl, i would expect her to not even speak to anyone shes been involved with. and im respectful enough to give back everything i ever ask.

LOL the comment about this place being full of assholes, SO TRUE. Like.. someone told me that I was too nice for this site. I think they are kinda right..

awh . Nah.. honesty is def. key to me. I was telling my ex-boyfriend but still a good friend that I'd rather have truth over lies. He is trying to figure me out too.. haha

ew. hate exs automatically. forgive me for that. its just the truth. the moment i find out someone is someones ex, i hate them completely.
i wouldnt say im "trying to figure you out". im pretty good at reading people. im not too lost. just interested.